Am I a loser?

Am I a loser for getting into bed at 9:36 on a Saturday night? Sometimes I think I am. I mean, how many 22 year olds do you know who are in bed that early? Especially on a weekend? But whenever I let that thought cross my mind, I remember I have an EXTREMELY cranky 3 month old who thinks its cool to wake up (at least) 3 times every  night and just scream, and refuse to go back to sleep. Going to bed at 9:30 doesn't seem like such a bad idea after all!

The last couple days, I have been wanting to get into bed by 5:00. Literally at 4:30 today, I think I could have gotten into bed and fallen asleep right away. These sick, cranky boys are starting to wear on me! They both have gotten rid of the fevers, Joshua doesn't have as icky of a nose and Sam's cough is starting to go away. But for some reason they are both being extremely clingy, whiny and NEEDY. I am EXHAUSTED.

So friends, when you wonder where I have been, and why you haven't been hearing (reading?) from me lately, its because of these two, adorable, cranky, sick little boys.






prayers for happier, healthier boys would be greatly appreciated. Also for a loooong nights sleep :)

Love Love ♥